I won´t forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there´s more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
´Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.

And so I´m here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.

I won´t forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

And so I´m here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let ´em know
It´s 22 Walthery Ave.

I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.

(I´m here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.

(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)

I think that the truth is I´m scared
I think that I´m just scared to live
I think that the truth is I´m scared
I think that the truth is I´m everything that I hate.