This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
and now I struggle just to breathe

And this used to be my own safety

The sidewalks, they´re torn up
and the memories are grey
I´d rather keep them all that way

´Cause I can´t relive
all of those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn´t ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I´ve had
I can´t go back to all this
(the pain I´ve had)
I can´t go back to all this now

Look at me
I´m a mess
a mess of everything
that I never wanted to be

I can´t repeat
I can´t relive

Those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn´t ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I´ve had
I can´t go back to all this
(the pain I´ve had)
I can´t go back to all this, back to all this now

Nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn´t ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I´ve had
I can´t go back to all this
(the pain I´ve had)
I can´t go back to all this, back to all this now