I can´t believe it´s been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I´ve got something to say
About the last 12 months I´ve lived
I´m not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day
to help me deal with life

And oh my God, I´ve lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I´ve got something to say
About the family that I´ve lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy
Who needs the help of a shrink
To even leave the house?

And oh my God, I´ve lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I´m not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I´m not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now
And now
And now
I´m finding a way to forget everything that I know

I can´t believe it´s been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

Don´t ask, just follow
Repeat and swallow
Don´t ask, just swallow them down your throat
Don´t ask, just swallow
Repeat and follow
Don´t ask, just swallow them down your throat

My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
It almost makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don´t worry someday I promise you will feel whole"

And oh my God, I´ve lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I´ve lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I´ve lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of