It was on our wedding day
When my heart began to stray
Never thought I´d make such a big mistake
Throw my life away

I´ve gone days without food
I´ve went weeks without sleep
Keeping this in
I´ve got cuts I can´t close
I´ve got wounds that won´t heal
It´s all your fault

I´ve been shattered and wrecked
My hands covered in blood
Scars on my skin
I forgot how to feel
Now I´m weak with deceit
My skin is paper thin

We get through this
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin´ it in
We go through this
Over and over again

I´d go years without tears
In a life with no fear
A life without you
Now I´m breaking my back as
I cover my tracks
My skin is paper thin once again

We get through this
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin´ it in
We go through this
Over and over again

I´ve gone days without food
I´ve went weeks without sleep
Keeping this in
I´ve got cuts I can´t close
I´ve got wounds that won´t heal
It´s all your fault

My American dream
Wasn´t ever to lie, steal and cheat
He won´t leave her for this
What´s the point?
I wish they would die

We get through this
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin´ it in
We go through this
Over and over again

We get through this
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin´ it in
We go through this
Over and over again

This was not a test
This was all for real
This was not a test
This was all for real
This was not a test
This was all for real
This was not a test
This was all for real