I´m addicted period, you know I mean like and its weird because so many of the population, so much of the population is addicted or - or you know compulsive and impulsive.

I´m really, like, compulsive about shit when I cant fix my head with, you know, with a certain drug or whatever I´ll clean something up, you know or I´ll I get really like, fucking fidgety and uncomfortable and I get, I fly off the handle easy, you know. Its like if its not, if I´m not gorging myself on, on, on one thing I´m fucking... I´m trying to fill that, that hole some other way, you know what I mean.

Its always this great feeling of need and it doesn´t ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular, its just something that you don´t know what it is which drives you that much more insane sometimes. You know and that´s what a lot of people today, um, suffer from and a lot of people don´t even realise it. you know.

I don´t profess to know everything about it but you know. I don´t know. I just uh. I know that there´s that hole that needs to be filled and uh, a lot of people die trying.