I seem to have a history
at missing the point
at this stuff
apparently
very absentmindedly
I care
but never enough
for
...
you

TIIIIIIIIIME-to set the record straight
TIIIIIIIIIME-to stop communicating
please anticipate

AND I´M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE
AND I´M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY
MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE´S ADVICE
I´M STILL TRYING I´M TRYING I´M TRYING I´M TRYING

faith
cheated me of everything
but I laughed until
I stopped
publicly
very, very openly
I sat alone with my thoughts
for
...
you

TIIIIIIIIIME-to set the record straight
TIIIIIIIIIME-to stop communicating
please anticipate

AND I´M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE
AND I´M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY
MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE´S ADVICE
I´M STILL TRYING I´M TRYING I´M TRYING I´M TRYING