Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that i´m nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I´ve done
Because it´s the only thing I have left
Blame yourself again for what I didn´t do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

{Refrain:}
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
F**k morality and everything I know
If I didn´t hate this than I couldn´t cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that´s left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease 2X

Seething in my head
I´m suffering instead
I can´t remember why
This meant so much to me doubt
Did I ever want this?
It´s all I could´ve been, it´s all I would´ve been doubt
Did I ever want this?
It´s all i´ve ever been, it´s all i´l ever be
Seething in my head
I´m suffering instead
I can´t remember why
This meant so much to me
{au Refrain}