just try to understand this isn´t what I planned
this ride´s out of my hands
so now I´m forced to be something I can not be
if only I could make you see

[chorus]

tonight I´m alive
I´ve watched you all grow up and so have I
inside this isn´t really what I had in mind
I no longer relate to this world of hate
that´s forced upon my plate
I tend to disagree, I hope its not just me,
alone if only I could make you see

[chorus {x3}]