Father forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, but I´ll leave it up to you
I don´t want to live, I don´t know why
I don´t have no reasons, I just want to die

I´m a suicidal failure, I´ve got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can´t kill myself

I´m tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I´m barely just 19, but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn´t get the job done

I took all my mothers sleeping pills
I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison
And drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat
Put a noose around my head
I overdosed on heroin
But I´m still not dead

Death may not be the answer, it can´t be all that great
But me I´m not into living, with life I can´t relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
I want to start my second life now
So shoot me with your gun