I need this to get me through
can´t resist, don´t want to
believe it I know it´s true
can´t beat it, don´t want to try

A perfect hell!

It´s more to me than you ever will know
down here where the rest of us fell
waste away nothing left to show
while I´m in this perfect hell

obsession has begun
possessed by destruction
how did I get so low
believe me no one knows
sometimes I can´t hold on
and no one can help me

now it´s got a hold of me
I don´t think I can make it through this
now it´s got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

I´m walking pollution who´s drained by delusions
on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction
thin blood I´m bleeding my pulse won´t stop racing
just as my heart explodes

no chance that I could win
too hard to not give in
I just don´t feel the same
cause I´m the one to blame
sometimes I can´t hold on
and no one can help me

now it´s got a hold of me
I don´t think I can make it through this
now it´s got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

I need this to be myself
it feels like I need some help
it´s too late to save myself
or it´s just in my head

now it´s got a hold of me
I don´t think I can make it through this
now it´s got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

now it´s got a hold of me
I don´t think I can make it through this
now it´s got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense