Lies and deceiving is what i´m believing
Up to my knees so hared to breathe
It helps that you aren´t there
Can´t figure out what´s the right thing for me
Guess I´ll have to wait and see

So understanding but so far from the truth
It´s what I have to live with
It´s not all I wanted to be
It´s not all I wanted to see
I can´t keep on leading
I´ve left what I´m leaving
Guess that´s just what I believe

Consciously taking and overly faking
I can´t believe all the things that you´re saying
Seems all so simple it´s all up to you
Time after time
You lost what you couldn´t find

It´s what you could
It´s only what you could
Don´t take not what you could
But I know what´s up