Take the reigns again
It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep
Without a stir
Out there with tons of burns
I get a lost sensation
Sent through my brain and hands
I know I better escape that part of me
Before I learn
I can´t stand the counter turn
It´s still a nerve I cant figure out
I will wake up fine in a place I love
By myself
Yeah it took some time
But at least I´m clear out of hell
I feel it coming on
I parachute alone
I´m a life that´s not worth saving
It´s apparent I won´t slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don´t care
To believe in
I´m blind but I´m still leading
I´m finding modern healing
Is sold in the dark for some of us
A strong sleep to sedatives
I fear I firmly hide from it all now
To quell the burn
I wont take the sound I heard
I´m going to find my own way to drown
I will wake up fine in a place I love
By myself
Yeah it took some time
But at least I´m clear out of hell
Hold my hands out like I´m starting to break
I´m seeing now what I´m doing to the people
around me
I´m not supposed to care this much
I ask myself; yeah who am I
Well, to anything
Have I lost my health
I still harbor all my anger
I´ve been staring at the color in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I´m tired, but awake
Somewhere out there
There is someone thinking of what
I haven´t gave them yet
And feeling that I can´t in my disarray