I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I´m being used
That´s okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she´s playing with me
That´s okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection´s got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no

When she´s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she´s saying that I´m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it´s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah

Now I´ll relate this little bit
That happens more than I´d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no
But that´s kind of hard when she´s ready to go
I may be dumb
But I´m not a dweeb
I´m just a sucker with no self esteem

When she´s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she´s saying that I´m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it´s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah