I don´t sleep at night
I just lay and think
About if everything went just how I´ve planned
And how nothing is going how I´ve planned
I´m tied down to the bed I´ve made
The one I´ve said that I have left
I shouldn´t speak before I know
I´ve built and rebuilt the bed I lay in
But I always end up restless in the same place
I don´t sleep at night
And I don´t know what to think
About the life I´ve made for myself
Or have I created my own hell?
Did I set myself up to fail?
Tried to take care of everyone else
Neglected taking care of myself
How can I take care of anyone else?
The one thing I wanted most
Was lost because of my own
My own irresponsibility
Do I gets many chances as it takes?
Or have I not earned them?
Tell me that I have earned them
Tell me that I can...
Start sleeping through the night
Will you tell me that I´ve created a life for myself
None of us were made to fail
I know without taking care of myself
I can never take care of anyone else
Will I start to sleep at night?
Or will I just lay and think?
About how if everything went just how I´ve planned
Or if I´m better off it never has
Will I start to sleep?
Or will I just lay in bed?
Will I start to sleep at night?