I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it´s gonna be today
Everybody came, but it´s just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight? no, I am not all right
It doesn´t have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I DON´T KNOW WHAT´S WRONG,
IT´S LIKE I´M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN´T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY

Freedom in a cage? no sun and too much rage
I don´t know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that?normal? is hard to fake
Bleeding into life? it´s like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?

I DON´T KNOW WHAT´S WRONG,
IT´S LIKE I´M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN´T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY

I lost again, today?

I DON´T KNOW WHAT´S WRONG,
IT?S LIKE I´M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN´T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT´S EVEN WORSE
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
I GUESS I´LL TRY AGAIN TODAY