I´ve waited a long time for this life
Just to ruin it, so please don´t ruin this for me
Yes to understand this lie
Hell I crossed those t´s
I scratched out all these eyes, myself last night
What I promise not to find

So this is what I´m looking like these days
I´m all grown up, so full of hate
But I don´t wanna let go of my rage
Cause it´s the salt, that brings the taste

So where am I to decide that I´m not right?
Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
On a good day
On my best day
If you stick around

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?
Am I being to careful?
Does this seem right?
Did I open up the shades to expose the sunny rays?
To show what burned there inside

Take a close look
Hold me right up to the light
Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
On a good day
On my best day
If you stick around

I´ve waited for so long
(I´ve waited for so long)
Spread me out, rake me in
This scorched and rocky field
Will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
On a good day

On my best day
If you stick around [2x]